In amidst cloud of ambiguity yet relaxed state of mind,
I’m wondering, what do I need to do to get out of this perplexed whirlwind
This fresh breeze of wind, this warm sunlight
Maybe, it is giving me a reason to be alive and shine
So, I’m in the last semester of my Ph.D. and just waiting it to get finished
Looking back, everything looks impossible to be accomplished
Now, I am not working like crazy anymore,
But, this is making me insecure more than ever before,
As I am gearing up for this ride,
Will I ever be ready to handle new professor’s pride?
First time, I’m opening up to my own emotions,
As I realized, I’m vulnerable and not ready to deal with any complications.
I want to make friends, and have chai
But, this is scary and I feel a bit shy,
The dissertation is heading with a slow pace
I’m a few months away to leave this chase
As new challenges heading my way,
Hope, I will deal with maturity and have my say.
In amidst cloud of ambiguously yet relaxed state of mind,
I’m wondering, what do I need to do to get out of this perplexed whirlwind...
~~ 15 February, 2019 ~~
