Thanks!
For everything but I have been misunderstood as GOOD…
This is
a small note to say “Thanks”..
I have
been weak.. I have fallen many times with my face licking ground. I have
been wrong at times.. I have lied.. I have cheated.. I have intentionally
hurted many people…. And That is me!! But One thing is for sure.. I WAS NOT
FAKE…
Many
times, I thought about money before spending and that is how, I have been
raised in my family.
Many
times, I have been duped and left alone to cry..
But
that has all made me more stronger and gave me a new reason to fly..
I have
never thought of cheating them in reciprocation because I was very weak to do
that but that fear of mine is called as “generosity”.
Yes...
I have been misunderstood as “GOOD” at times but Do I deserve this??
Yes, I
love solitude because it gives me peace…
I do not express myself because only
stronger can express and I am weak..
I have
fear of rejection and I have fear of being left alone once again…
I have EGO
and I do not want to put that down for anyone without any gain..
yes..I have
been misunderstood as GOOD..
People
have manipulated me, people have used me emotionally and whichever way, they
could..
But
more painful was the moment.. when I hurted somebody for my good..
They
are living happily without me and that is also painful….
Yes.. I
am weak.. I have been misunderstood as GOOD.
May be,
I have become sadist and started enjoying the pain of others…
But
this loneliness and pain have given me strength to move further.
Yes.. I have been FAKE… Yes.. I have been misunderstood as GOOD...
