Just ME!!

Thanks! For everything but I have been misunderstood as GOOD…

This is a small note to say “Thanks”..

I have been weak..  I have fallen many times with my face licking ground. I have been wrong at times.. I have lied.. I have cheated.. I have intentionally hurted many people…. And That is me!! But One thing is for sure.. I WAS NOT FAKE…

Many times, I thought about money before spending and that is how, I have been raised in my family.

Many times, I have been duped and left alone to cry..

But that has all made me more stronger and gave me a new reason to fly..

I have never thought of cheating them in reciprocation because I was very weak to do that but that fear of mine is called as “generosity”. 

Yes... I have been misunderstood as “GOOD” at times but Do I deserve this??

Yes, I love solitude because it gives me peace…

I do not express myself because only stronger can express and I am weak.. 

I have fear of rejection and I have fear of being left alone once again… 

I have EGO and I do not want to put that down for anyone without any gain..

yes..I have been misunderstood as GOOD..

People have manipulated me, people have used me emotionally and whichever way, they could.. 

But more painful was the moment.. when I hurted somebody for my good..

They are living happily without me and that is also painful….

Yes.. I am weak.. I have been misunderstood as GOOD.

May be, I have become sadist and started enjoying the pain of others…

But this loneliness and pain have given me strength to move further.

Yes.. I have been FAKE… Yes.. I have been misunderstood as GOOD...